no more quarrels pls):

today i ran to the bus stop you always went to. but you weren’t there. so i ran all the way to the other bus stop. but halfway, i could not carry on running. so i walked quickly hoping to catch you before you board the bus. but i was too late. i didn’t knew you would board bus 157. i should have kept running, should not have stopped at all. i saw you board the bus, i noe you saw me too. i thought you would alight at the next stop to come find me, or at least call me. but when i reached home, what i saw was just a sms. no phone calls. i just hope you’re able to trust me. i know you dont trust me at all. how does it feel to know that the guy i loved, whom i’m with now, doesn’t trust me at all? PAIN, VERY PAINFUL. i dont want to quarrel with you anymore regarding shijie and weijie or any other guys anymore. all these while, cant you see the change in me already? you cant feel that iloveyou alot now and i want to be with you? if you cant, i dont know what else i can do already. if i don’t love you, time and time again, i would not run all the way to the bus stop to look for you. i just hope we can stop talking about the past, we are always quarrelling about the past. please stop being stubborn. iloveyou..